Never Again

At this point in my pregnancy, I can say with a fair amount of certainty that I never want to do this again.  My 1st trimester is finally wrapping up and so far it's been misery.  I started getting sicker two weeks earlier this time (at 6 weeks) and my pants are entirely too tight already.   I have been luckier than most that I haven't barfed due to sickness but I feel like I want to 24/7.  Sometimes I think it would just be better to get it all out and spew all over myself but no suck luck.

I am exhausted beyond belief.  Not only is this pregnancy knocking the crap out of me, but so is my two year old.   Now when I come home from work I can't plop my ass down on the couch and pass out.  I am now on mommy duty.  The minute Lyla's eyes shut at night...so do mine...until I have to pee...8 times a night.

I know what you are thinking...it could be worse.   Yes, it could.  But right now, I am not seeing the bright side of anything.   I am tired.  I am sick.  I need to poop.  I want to look at food and not want to vom.

I tell Eric on a daily basis that this is absolutely horrible and I will NEVER do this again.

Until then, I'll count down the days until the peaceful second trimester.

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